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I don't give a fuck
What you say
I don't want to hear no lies
From you today
You wonder why you stand
All alone
But maybe you just reap
What you've sown
And suddenly
You find you're in so deep
The more you try in vain
To free yourself again
The deeper you will fall, won't you
A thousand time I've lent
A helping hand
I'm not asking for a "thanks"
Don't misunderstand
But you're hiding from the truth
If you think that you don't need a friend, aren't you
A long descending road, I've been told
Lies out there in the cold
For those alone
And suddenly
All the things that you have done, one by one
Are just coming back to you, so they do
And suddenly
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Sleep don't visit, so I choke on sun
And the days blur into one
And the backs of my eyes hum with things I've never done
Sheets are swaying from an old clothesline
Like a row of captured ghosts over old dead grass
Was never much but we made the most
Welcome home (ho-o-ome, ho-o-ome, ho-o-ome...)
Ships are launching from my chest
Some have names but most do not
If you find one, please let me know what piece I've lost
Heal the scars from off my back
I don't need them anymore
You can throw them out or keep them
In your mason jars
I've come home (ho-o-ome, ho-o-ome, ho-o-ome...)
All my nightmares escaped my head
Bar the door, please don't let them in
You were never supposed to leave
Now my head's splitting at the seams
And I don't know if I can
Here, beneath my lungs, I feel your thumbs press into my skin again