.
I push all my problems through the back of my mind
Then they surface in my dreams, they come alive
I sweep all my issues to somewhere I can't find
In hope that I'll forget but there's just so many times
Why can't I be strong and just confront all my fears?
When the fear is hurting you I'm being sincere
But how many more days can I run? How many years?
Emotions flooding in, I was so seem and so clear
Crying for no reason, feel the tears roll down
I felt strong but Imma breaking now
Crying for no reason 'cause I buried it deep
I made promises I could not keep
'Cause I never faced all the pain I caused
Now the pain is hitting me full force
I push all my problems through the back of my brain
A darkness deep inside where I just can't find my way
How can I walk with a smile, get on with my day
When I decieved myself pretending it's all okay
I tried my best to hold it all together, I know
The strings have worn away and now I'm all exposed
I try and hide it all away on top of the shelf
I can lie to everyone but not to myself
Crying for no reason feel the tears roll down
I felt strong but Imma breaking now
Crying for no reason 'cause I buried it deep
I made promises I could not keep
'Cause I never faced all the pain I caused
Now the pain is hitting me full force
Forgive me now 'cause I said that I'll be there for you,
care for you, I let you down.
I walked away 'cause there were things I couldn't say to you
Say to you
I'm breaking now
I burned some bridges down
There must be some way out
The voices speak so loud
Will you forgive me now?
I burned some bridges down
There must be some way out
The voices speak so loud
Will you forgive me now?
Crying for no reason, feel the tears roll down
I felt strong but Imma breaking now
Crying for no reason 'cause I buried it deep
I made promises I could not keep
'Cause I never faced all the pain I caused
Now the pain is hitting me full force
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When she turned a teen she went astray
With her brothers dealer.
So they say:
She had the baby yesterday,
Perhaps it's just a rumour.
They kept her prisoner growing up.
Told her Jesus was enough
She's really into dirty stuff.
Perhaps it's just a rumour.
And if you asked her she'd say:
I'm just tryin' to work how,
How to be like myself.
I'm just tryin' to work out,
These cards I've been dealt.
See that girl she's looking great.
She used to be quite over weight,
She may not be entirely straight.
Perhaps is just a rumour.
Always did as she was told.
Apparently she's on the dole
Spends it all on alcohol.
Perhaps it's just a rumour.
I'm just tryin' to work how,
How to be like myself.
I'm just tryin' to work out,
These cards I've been dealt.
'Cause she did it, she did it,
Her bed is forbidden.
He's fitting she isn't.
She keeps her face hidden,
She told 'em good riddance.
Her sister brought with em,
She wishes she didn't
And now they're all singing.