. I push all my problems through the back of my mind Then they surface in my dreams, they come alive I sweep all my issues to somewhere I can't find In hope that I'll forget but there's just so many times
Why can't I be strong and just confront all my fears? When the fear is hurting you I'm being sincere But how many more days can I run? How many years? Emotions flooding in, I was so seem and so clear
Crying for no reason, feel the tears roll down I felt strong but Imma breaking now Crying for no reason 'cause I buried it deep I made promises I could not keep 'Cause I never faced all the pain I caused Now the pain is hitting me full force
I push all my problems through the back of my brain A darkness deep inside where I just can't find my way How can I walk with a smile, get on with my day When I decieved myself pretending it's all okay
I tried my best to hold it all together, I know The strings have worn away and now I'm all exposed I try and hide it all away on top of the shelf I can lie to everyone but not to myself
Crying for no reason feel the tears roll down I felt strong but Imma breaking now Crying for no reason 'cause I buried it deep I made promises I could not keep 'Cause I never faced all the pain I caused Now the pain is hitting me full force
Forgive me now 'cause I said that I'll be there for you, care for you, I let you down. I walked away 'cause there were things I couldn't say to you Say to you I'm breaking now
I burned some bridges down There must be some way out The voices speak so loud Will you forgive me now?
I burned some bridges down There must be some way out The voices speak so loud Will you forgive me now?
Crying for no reason, feel the tears roll down I felt strong but Imma breaking now Crying for no reason 'cause I buried it deep I made promises I could not keep 'Cause I never faced all the pain I caused Now the pain is hitting me full force
. When she turned a teen she went astray With her brothers dealer. So they say: She had the baby yesterday, Perhaps it's just a rumour. They kept her prisoner growing up. Told her Jesus was enough She's really into dirty stuff. Perhaps it's just a rumour. And if you asked her she'd say:
I'm just tryin' to work how, How to be like myself. I'm just tryin' to work out, These cards I've been dealt.
See that girl she's looking great. She used to be quite over weight, She may not be entirely straight. Perhaps is just a rumour. Always did as she was told. Apparently she's on the dole Spends it all on alcohol. Perhaps it's just a rumour.
I'm just tryin' to work how, How to be like myself. I'm just tryin' to work out, These cards I've been dealt.
'Cause she did it, she did it, Her bed is forbidden. He's fitting she isn't. She keeps her face hidden, She told 'em good riddance.
Her sister brought with em, She wishes she didn't And now they're all singing.